Assalamualaikum..
today,for some reason i feel tired..resting alone in my room while hugging a pillow..my heart feel lonely today, i startled with the sudden ringing from my phone, i hear my mother's voice..a worried voice and asking me if i have eaten..." dah, makan x lagi?hari ni masak apa?" it is a simple word but those annoying word i feel different today..i really do missing my mom...mom..one day i will become a person with a beautiful heart, i will become a person who thinks of others first..i will protect the expectation of your wish and i will realize it..mom.. every time i brush my hair..i will think of you because when i am young, you always brush my hair and put a lotion to my hair.. now i do it by myself..mom, you are women who used to share my dreams, who always stay by my side no matter when i am right or wrong..even though i have made a hurtful and wrong decision but you silently watched over me from behind..before, i am a child who does not understand much, but now, i think i can know the meaning behind the mother's silent prayers...if i let go of my mother's hand, will i be okay on my own? i feel fear because i still lack so much in anything. i will become a wise daughter for my mother..i will become a praise worthy daughter no matter where i go..mom, you always give me the strength..like the unconditional love that you always give and show to me, i will train myself to be a girl that have a warn heart..i know i was so shy and could not often express my feeling to you but for my mom, i really do love you....
i try my best to write it in malay but i cant so i wrote it in english to express my feeling..sorry for my "rubbish" english
